I am so sick of people and their problems lately. No one in particular.... But people need to take responsibility for their actions. If you do something wrong, you need to expect a reaction. There's no one to blame but yourself.
And I think that's a problem a lot of people have.
It takes a lot of courage to say "Yeah I'm sorry it's my fault."
Blaming someone else, does NOT make you the bigger person.
It's easy to blame someone else. People like to take the easy way out.
That's not what life is about.
Don't expect to go anywhere if you take the easy way out.
Things in life aren't spoon-fed to you.
If you want something, YOU need to go get it yourself.
The sooner you learn that you can't rely on anyone but yourself, the better off you are.

I know it gets rough sometimes.
Believe me I've been there.
The only person that can make you happy, is yourself.
Distracting yourself from your problems is the last thing you should do.
It gets worse.
Once the distraction goes away, you'll get overwhelmed.
That's probably the only thing I've learned in the past few months.
It was a poor choice, but it's helped me become a stronger person.
So thanks I guess.

I hate when people say they don't care what someone thinks of them.
It's complete and udder bullshit.
You DO care.
And I'll be blunt and say I do care what people think of me.
Everyone is a little self-conscious. I don't care who you are.
It's part of life.
A lot of kids these days, grew up trying to live up to each other's standards.
Everyone is equal.
We're all human. We make mistakes.
Some choose to make them repeatedly. Others don't.

And to the people who think they're original:
NO ONE IS ORIGINAL. We're all made up of each other.
It's been done before.
But the people who attempt to stand out in the crowd,
You're a goddamned hypocrite.
Listening to pop-punk does not make you unique.
Wearing skinny jeans does not make you unique.
I don't understand how you can even think that.
But when something completely out of the ordinary shows up; you go on saying how 'weird' it is.
I'm not part of your scene or anyone else's.
There's nothing worse in life than being normal.

The one thing people need to realize about 'guy's in bands:
They're human beings.
They have feelings. They have lives. There needs to be boundaries.
Believe me, I'd be fucking bitchy if I were them too. There is no way in hell I'm gonna give strangers hugs and take pictures for an hour.
I don't care how much you look up to me. I'm a person. Don't look up to me. We're equal. I don't think anymore than that of myself.
So treat me like a person, nothing more nothing less.
And yeah by the way, bands change. They grow up. The music changes. Playing the same thing, is boring.
Coming from a musician myself, I HATE doing the same thing. I can't stand it.
Doing something different is good. It's healthy. It's part of life.
Either you accept it or you don't.
Musicians aren't here to please you.
They're here to do what they like. They play because it makes them happy.
If you don't like it, fuck it.


When people say "music saved me" or this band saved my life.
You sound like a complete idiot.
Like I said, musicians write for themselves.
It's their story. Unless it's written for you, I don't understand how you can take it so personally.
I'm an experienced musician, and it's never saved me.
I saved myself. No one else did. And I'd feel pretty foolish saying otherwise.
Maybe it's me, but I never really understood it.


And you, I know it's belated, but thank you so much. You don't know what you do for me. I know I'm a pretty fucked up person. And you deserve so much better. It really means a lot that you can put up with me. Thank you for putting those thoughts in my head. It's made me a better person. I know I've been in denial the past few months. But I'm finally ready to admit that you're the only one that can make me happy. Fuck the others. If they don't like it, too bad. I'm doing what I want. I've always put other's before me. But that's changing. It's time to be a little selfish.
Don't let them get the best of you. You're way too talented to sell out. Please don't do this to yourself. I promise it'll work out in the long run. You have your life back on track. And I couldn't be more proud of you (well all of you). I know that you were in a rough place before. And I understand. But the worst is over. Don't ever change for anyone. I still look up to you, whether I want to admit it or not. And believe me, I'd rather have me be depressed than have you suffer. Do what makes you happy. We needed the break. Too much of love can be too much.
So thanks again for being such a beautiful and amazing person. I love you, and I always have.

End rant?


To clear things up:
Yes I have clairaudience. Yes I have clairvoyance. Yes I'm a faith healer. Yes I can bi-locate. Yes I'm an indigo chid. Yes I have premonitions. Yes I have psychometry. Yes I can remote view. Yes I have esp.
And you know what? It's the best fucking thing ever.
Talk shit all you want, but it's hereditary, and I can't do a damn thing about it.
Yes half of my family was probably burnt at the stake.
I'm not a wizard. I'm not in a cult. I'm not crazy.
I'm a human being.
I feel bad for all of you that don't believe.
You're missing out on way too much.
Beta thinkers are ruining this planet.

So whoever' my friend, thanks for keeping me grounded.


btw: i know my opinion doesn't really matter 'cause I'm not legal yet.
and my music is pretty shitty, but it's not like i'm acting like it's the best thing ever.